Saturday, May 31, 2008

Arachnophobians

Arachnophobia. The greek word for "fear of spiders". LOOK! I AM DAMN AFRAID OF SPIDERS! No matter how big, how small, how pretty, how ugly, how retard; once a spider is always a spider and get that piece of living/dead shit thing away from me. My younger cousin use to scare me with this freaking fake plastic spider that is the size of a 3-months-old baby palm. Freak the hell out of me. To me, its the most disgusted creature ever to exist and why..oh..why mother nature created it. Saya anti-spider, eight legged freak. Thats my biggest and number 1 fear eventhough I'm like a thousand times much larger than it, and that fear will never be erase from my mind.
Errr...send chills down to my spine talking about it.
Anyway my second fear is those small insects, six legged freak kind. I can tolerate some la, but if you ask me to pick up a cockroach or centipede (this is a non six legged freak) or whatever that falls under the category, I'm sure you know what I meant, prepare to receive big gigantic blows of punches right through your faces cause I ain't touching those stuff. What I usually do in my house is spray the damn cockroaches till it flips backwards with its abdomen facing me, then let it suffocate itself then i'll just use a broom to sweep it up and dump it into the bin.
My third feared creatures are some of the creatures that are slimy. Frogs and lizards. Well actually not that afraid la, just don't wish to hold them. Anyway dead frogs I hold before la, disected it also during form 4, that one nothing to fear. I've a bad experience with frogs before two (2) years back; early in the morning when I was wearing my shoe. When i place my foot into the shoe, suddenly my foot like cannot go in, then i took it out saw a quite a big size frog jump out of my shoe. Bloordy hell luckily i never force my way in or not squashed! And that frog was taking shelter inside my school shoe. Well not that afraid la. Lizards also got my bad experience but I ain't sharing that cause that was tremendously embarassing.
Seriously I've no idea why I am so bloordy hell afraid of those small size creatures. Rats, snakes, dogs, cats and others all i have no problem touching it, holding it or whatever la. But one thing for sure, I had eaten worms before in Bangkok, and that time i was thinking very hard whether to try the fried cockroaches also. Lol.
Anyone that shares the same fear with me please do share it with me. Exchange freakish experience with those sick, degenerated, disgusting, abnormal, creatures. Embarass to tell, just nudge me or something. Everyone have fears,...don't we.

Friday, May 30, 2008

Last words

Last words uttered by the deceased from China's massive earthquake:

"I'm so hungry. I want to eat dirt." - Uttered by 10-years-old Fan Quanyan, dug out from the debris of Qunshan Primary School in Beichuancountry. Having survived nearly 60 hours under the rubble, she died just 10 minutes after her rescue.

"My dear baby, if you get to live you must remember I love you" - The last SMS a young woman from the heavily struck city of Dujiangyan wrote on her mobile. She was found dead on May 13, a day after the earthquake, in a kneeling position shielding under her body a 3-month-old baby.

"You must be strong. You have to think about our daughter and how to steer her on the right path. Should she stray, it will be lost." - The last word spken by Xi Tianxu's husband before dying half an hour later. Husband and wife were trapped when the dormitory of the Agriculture Bank in Beichuan country collapsed. Xi, 46, survived for another three days. She had to amputate her own legs to be pulled from the ruins by rescuers

"Daddy, I'm right here, please save me!" - Words whispered by student Li Ziguo between the cracks of collapsed concrete slab of Beichuan Middle School. Rescuers had managed to save 30 of Li's classmates but when they finally reached him, Li stopped breathing.

(Extracted from Asia Weekly,Vol.02 Issue 20, may 26-june 1,2008)

Act of nature..., justifiable? You do the judging. I've no more words to speak of it.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Give place for democracy



Release Daw Aung San Su Kyi! Myanmar needs freedom. Liberalise Myanmar. Sad day to hear that a freedom fighter had her house arrest been extended by tugs of war. Check here for further info about Miss Su Kyi.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

A Malaysian, I am proud to be one!

It brings me great joy to hear that since the post-general election, people from all walks of life came to a common understanding among the diversity of our people of Malaysia. I AM PROUD TO CALL MYSELF A MALAYSIAN AFTERALL!!! Look around us, people are organising peacefull protest when things doesn't go towards their way (protest for a fair and transparent election by BERSIH group; protest against the DBKL's KLCP2020-Kuala Lumpur City Plan; protest against the unauthorise closure of the Bandar Mahkota Cheras toll-free road by Grand Saga). This clearly shows that we as Malaysians are becoming more mature towards the happenings of the society among us.
Let us travel back to the late 40's, when the British Military Administrative (BMA) decided to make Tanah Melayu and its surrounding selected territories to be called as Malayan Union; mass peaceful protest was organized to show their dissastifaction. Not trying to blow the wistle of racism, but at that time only the Malays participated the protesting movement, while the non-Malays care less about it because it directly benefits them-the non-Malays. But NOW!, now its totally different, we see all races from diverse background of occupation came to a common standing to launch a once and for all movement to tell the government that "thats enough". We are colour blind. We became colour blind and we are happy to be colour blind. I am happy to be colour blind. We had always been a united society since long before, but due to the collision of interest among the politiciants, therefore we tend to sway away from becoming a one and united nation. We are one, we stand as one, we move as one, we have become one with the country and it did HAPPENED!! There is no doubt even people within the ruling regime wants this to happen but the fact is only the people on the top echelon rank refuse to allow this in order to safeguard their self interest. And it is this people that we want to get rid off from our country. What for selecting from the old bunch, just cut out the whole lot of them and bring in the new and fresh ones to the top.
The corruption of UMNO is only rest on the elitist platform, the groundroots are not entitled to enjoy them therefore they are still considered as relevant at the changing times of our political landscape. UMNO can return back to power, but not only by taking out Badawi but also the entire elitist population which includes Najib, Muhyiddin, Hishamuddin, Khairy, Rafidah and the whole bunch of unnamed cronies. Then only they might stand a chance to regain their past glory. Secondly, UMNO would need to change its entire constitution to allow non-Malays to join the party, because without doing so, I promise you all that this party will be irrelevant in the coming future. Malaysians have move to another level of unity and peace, but has UMNO move? At the moment its a direct NO!. But since this is the case then why not change? It needs to reengineer and rebrand its fabric to remain as relevant as possible because no matter how much effort had been put or struggled upon, the final decision still and will always rest in the hands of the voters. We need to have a two-sided party stand. Its like adopting a republicanism form of government, whereby two (2) senators will be summoned to head the regime, but in our modern context, it would be two (2) strong parties to lead and maintain a check balance of governance among each other.
Why not practice an adopted-republican form of government? Afterall we are the ones that benefits from it. Three cheers for all the Malaysians around the world. We had moved towards a new level of maturity. Congratulations! Enjoy this wonderful music full of unity.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Ah Ma's (Grandma's) birthday.

A little history of my family as in maternal side. The surname here is Tan. Originated from Melaka under the banner of Teochew. Making me partly Teochew and partly Cantonese but in reality we follow the father side therefore I'm a Cantonese, besides...I can't utter a word in Teochew la. Not only me, but the entire generation of mine also cannot speak Teochew. What a waste of such great legacy. Anyway, the highest and oldest person in the house of 60 or more is my Ah Ma, whose had just celebrated her 86th birthday in Eastin Hotel. She has 5 sons and 6 daughters although there is one son who had died at an early age (I think around 2 or 3 months old) but no one talks about it anymore. My mom is the youngest daughter. but not the youngest in the family. Basically that is a short and precise facts about my origins-part of it, as in maternal side only. The following are pictures taken on that occasion.
This is my grandma whom I call Ah Ma. (above)

The cheese cake

The crowd goes wild trying to coordinate themselves (60 people) to take a family picture! It was a mess in the beginning, well...it turn alright in the end. Somehow la.

Behold the massive crowd.

Cutting cake ceremony.

Don't really like taking my own pictures but i guess this one taken by Ryan is pretty good. XD

Abalone, mushrooms, and cauliflower- you know la standard dish in Chinese restaurant

Aunty Teresa, Aunty Molly and second Ah Yee-in pink. (Left to right)

Veneon Siew Soon Waei and Ryan Lim Chang Heng (cousins-left to right)

The cheering begins!

By far this is the best and cheapest dish served. Cheap is good.



Eliano (cousin) and Isaac (my nephew)



My cup of tea

Ian Chu Xing De (my nephew)

Was trying to capture a picture of the wine swirling. Pretty hard to do it lah, limited with two (2) hands only.

Need not say more!

Fish got sliced

Watcha looking at!; never see a dead fish's head!

Uncle Sunny,Aunty Teresa and Ryan (uncle, aunty-mom's sister and cousin)
This is really cheap food, tofu (in the glass) with a piece of meat! but its unique la.


Uncle Siew and Aunty Molly (Uncle and aunty-again, mom's sister)

The kid that stole the spotlight, David Tan Tian Wen (new born and latest nephew added to the collection) with his parents (Eugene Tan-cousin and Margaret). Btw David is the first boy in line to inherite the surname Tan.


Pa' Po' duck

Chairlady's (Grandma's) table

Joan (Pronounce as Joun) is Ian's sister which makes her my niece.



Cassandra (niece)


Roundtable talk from the chairlady's table

My seat.

This is good.

Longevity noodle (Cantonese:Chiong sow meen) (Lay man's term: Long life mee)




Overall the dinner was cheap la cause the food serve also cheap food, low cost ,no prawns and stuff like that, simple and easy, consumable by all. Not expensive nor cheap. Suit the worthiness of the food. Don't get me wrong that i only eat expensive food, pls la I'm a future accountant la, measuring the price is my duty of professionalism.

Back to my studies, exams approaching starting on June 6 till June 17. After that I'll make sure its a 3 weeks non-stop fun time. To all taking exams best of luck. In return wish me la, dun be so kiam-siap!!!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

String of distraction

Mahathir is making his last move to oust Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. Well i don't think thats his real intention. Its not that simple. As you all know, Mahathir's direct influence towards UMNO members had been decreasing since the time he left his office as premier. So the conclusion I could take is that he is pulling the "string of distraction" away from us from the Lingam case scandal. He knows he is going to be prosecuted therefore he is buying time to make a final mess around. I don't know if anyone can see through his ploy but I suspect thats his plan already. This guy is damn smart and sneaky la. Always with dirty and clouded tricks to fool commoners. Ha! I won't fall for that you Mahathir!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Linking the past with the presence

I pretty much felt that the political landscape of our motherland seems to be some sort of fabric repeatance. Why? Well because of the existence of "really good" politicians playing the arena of governance like a board game. Personalities such as Mahathir, Badawi, Khairy, Annuar, Lim Kit Siang, Lim Guan Eng, Nik Aziz Nik Mat, Karpal, Najib, Muhyiddin Yassin and Sammy Vellu really had added spice to the interest of my comrades Malaysians. Politiking any sort of situation, really drives the adrenaline of us to realised the impact of corrupted and greed fueled personalities. Like I've told you all that I've great interest in the topic of Romance of The Three Kingdoms. Well some of the past beings such as Cao Cao, Liu Bei, Sun Quan, Dong Zhuo and other selected few really seems to have their personalities implicated among our politicians. Let identify those that i can see some likeliness.
Cao Cao, founder of the Wei empire and penultimate Chancellor of the Eastern Han Dynasty will always be remembered as a sly and sneaky person throughout history. He always manipulates situation to suit his desires from miniature problematic occasion to situations that includes the presence of the Emperor himself. At one time long ago, he always cried (fake cried of course) infront of the Emperor to receive the majesty's blessings on the things that Cao wishes to do eventhough it directly benefits him at the cost of others. Being a crafty person in the art of poetry, this gives him an advantage to make and turn the stories one way or other to sound the way he wish his listener would thought it to be. A light ear-ed person would definitely fall for it. But mostly it takes a sneaky person to understand a sneaky person, but unfortunately during the crumbling times of the Eastern Han Dynasty, scholars are but of rare species to mingle around the imperial court.
  • sly
  • sneaky person
  • manipulates situation
  • cried (fake cried of course)
  • crafty person

These few characteristic are those that i could find from Cao Cao. Does it sounds familiar? Between Sammy Vellu, Badawi, Lim Guan Eng and Mahathir, which seems to fit into the jigsaw puzzle game? Definitely Mahathir. Look at him. His is sly and sneaky; he definitely functions like a puppeteer (manipulator) in the Parliament; he faked a cry infront of his UMNO dudes to stay away from corruption as it brings disaster to his race and finally he is very crafty to push the blame onto others in retaliation to the judicial scandal (Lingam case). Perfect matched. He may have brought light to our motherland, decreace the poverty level of Malaysians, widen the amount of middle-class citizens but there is always a cost for everything. Racial division gap which is the widest during his premiership. A divide and rule conqueror. A hypocrite by nature, and certainly a man of a thousand words to describe him negatively. His continuous lambastation towards the West, earning him a nickname "anti-semitic politiciant". Our world has come to a common understanding to tolerate other nation's existence. That is why the United Nation Organisation, lead by Ban Ki-Moon (Secretary-general) is an independent establishment to bind us all together as one. But, with people like Mahathir making a mess and mockery out of what has been established for the betterment of the world constitute a very negative view from the global network. Now as a retired politiciant, he still continuous his lambastation of opinions and criticism towards Badawi's administration clearly identify his true ulterior motive to remain as a shadow leader. Lets put it this way, before the election the Royal Commisionary of Inquiry (RCI)took such a long time to check the authencity of the Lingam recorded case, but right after the March 8th election that saw the massive showdown by fellow Malaysians against and authoritarian form of government, they had boosted up their performance and finally came to a conclusion to declare the authencity of the report and suggested a proper judgement case to be carried out. Public pressure had definitely been the catalyst for the immediate mobilisation by the RCI. Remembered that during the initial investigation when Mahathir was once called upon to testify the allegations that he was included in the Judiciary scandal, he continuously uttered "i don't remember" for all the question on his participation on the Lingam case. Then when the RCI underscored the need for a judgement to be carry out, Mahathir replied that he is ready to tell everything about the appointment of judges during his tenure as premier. All of a sudden he could remember everything, to be so confident that he knows alot about the judges lobbying for the post? Why now and not before when he was brought in as a withness for the RCI. As we all know, Mahathir is now scared of two (2) things. Firstly the acsension of the Prime Minister-in-waiting, Anwar Ibrahim whereby it would be a hell life for him when that comes and secondly is regarding the Lingam scandal whereby he would be prosecuted for corruption and judiciary selection interference. Mahathir is scared!. He is doing and mustering all his minions as fast as possible to make someone else to be the Prime Minister of Malaysia oustering Badawi. If Muhyiddin or Najib takes over, then Mahathir could at least had a say on the RCI. Because Badawi is too weak to interfere the RCI. Time is running out for Mahathir as his influence had drastically fallen off course since his decsention from his premiership. Its just matter of time when his Tunship will be strip to allow direct judgement on him. When that time comes, Malaysia of all walks of life whould cheer gleefully to the fallen dictator. No one likes him besides his family, not even his UMNO dudes, because the game for UMNO as, i say Malaysian politics is but a board game, is coming to an end, whereby we could utter the word "checkmate". The conqueror had been conquered. Thats the end of a dreadfull chapter in Malaysian politics. I wonder how long it takes for PR to fall just like BN/UMNO. Well never a political party titan could last forever. Somewhere will defintely be some short comings. Its just like past dynasties, whereby the lost of heaven (in our case would be voters) mandate, contributes to the downfall of titans. So finally Mahathir is replaying the racial cards again, calling Malays to protect their own sovereignty from Chinese and Indians whom he says are not respecting the Malays as "Tuans" anymore. Why bother listening to this old and sagging goat. Younger generations are brought up living together, why he wants to steer up tension. Personal benefit i supposed. Divde and rule conqueror. Or would it be the "last stand" for him, the end of the "mahathirism" era.

As for Liu Bei, he is always seen as a virtuous man by many commoners. He always gain support through self-sympathizing or self-victimization and always leads by millions of people who put their heart and soul to serve him. Seen to stand out the truth for the people.

  • Seen as virtuous
  • Self sympathizing or self-victimization
  • Leads by millions
  • Seen to stand out for truth

This is no other than Anwar Ibrahim. He intiated the "reformasi movement" when he was arrested for corruption and sodomy under the judgement of Malaysian judges that was said to be orchestrated by Mahathir to oust his potential rival. Therefore, after the incident people sees Anwar as a virtuous man who fight for justice and anti-corruption. Untill the recent BERSIH protest, thousands of supporters throng the ground to support Anwar's call for a fair election and independent Election Commission. His self sympathizing effort also left mark for people to trust him on his words that he would help them as he personally had felt what they had felt making him a figure that stands out for the truth in every aspect of Malaysian governance. Personally I don not trust Anwar, I believe he has his ulterior agenda to carry on especially throwing Mahathir to jail just like the former premier had done to him in the past. He rised in the past as the new generation of nasionalism Malays that challenge other races for superiority during his university days. A person so strong like him who still refuses to give up and remain in politics gives me an impression that he had yet to change from the past. Neveretheless we are all in the same boat to bring down UMNO/BN to the ground therefore I spare you for now.

Next is Sun Quan whom seems to be an isolated man who emphasizes much on family building. This could be seen with the relationship between Lim Kit Siang and Guan Eng. Lim had groom Guan Eng to be able to command the DAP flagship in the future. The future remains bleak for us to conclude that DAP would remain relevent till that time. If there is a multiracial party governing Malaysia fairly, I see no need for a Chinese/Indian party to exist or a religious fundamentalist such as PAS to remain in the arena of politics. What i we need is unity of all races. We need develpment but certainly not at the expense of racial division. I object to such act if there is anyone wishes to do it. As for now, lets just enjoy a wonderfull show title "The crumbling of a titan-UMNO/BN".

AS you can see, characteristics of past leaders seems to coexist with our current politiciants. Interestingly, we have such a variety of them. Good, bad, cunning, old, bold, bald (Sammy) and so many others. That just add the cream for the best of it. Have a great time and to all my A-Level taking their finals friends best of luck!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

For a better future, it is necessary to kill

  • Thursday May 15, 2008
    Four-year-old raped by dad
    JOHOR BARU: A 27-year-old man allegedly raped his four-year-old daughter repeatedly at their home in Kangkar Pulai.
    The contract worker’s heinous act was uncovered when the victim complained of pain in her private parts.
    When the mother, in her 20s, inspected her, she found blood in her daughter’s private parts.
    The girl then told her that her father had done things to her, which prompted the mother to lodge a police report.
    Nusajaya OCPD Supt Abd Aziz Ahmad said police picked up the suspect on Tuesday.
    “Initial investigations revealed that the suspect committed the offence repeatedly at their home while the wife was busy taking care of their two other children.
    “The victim has been sent to the Sultanah Aminah Hospital for treatment and a medical check-up,” he said.
    Supt Abd Aziz said the suspect might have committed the offence since early this month.
    He added that the suspect also has a six-year-old son and a three-month-old baby.

  • Thursday May 15, 2008
    Shocked over hubby molesting own daughter
    KUALA LUMPUR: A clerk was shocked to learn that her husband had been molesting their seven-year-old daughter during a routine weekend visit to her mother's place.
    The child had apparently told her grandmother about the ordeal of her being “teased'' by her 44-year-old father in November last year.
    The 31-year-old woman lodged a police report against her bus conductor husband and yesterday the man was jailed 24 months by a magistrate's court here for committing molestation.
    The man admitted to molesting the girl in a condominium in Jalan Genting Klang in Setapak between 9am and 9.30am between Nov 1 and Nov 30, 2007.
    The court was told that the girl confided in her grandmother about her father's teases and that the teasing involved him pressing his body against her and putting his private parts against hers.
    The clerk had on Dec 8 took her daughter to a playground near her house and asked her if the incident had occurred.
    The victim admitted that her father had twice tried to put his private parts into hers while her mother was at work.
    Pleading for leniency before magistrate Nazran Mohd Sham, the accused said he had taken good care of his child including bathing her while at home.
    The accused asked the court to consider his future saying that he and his mother were also sick.
    He claimed that there were people looking for him for his debts.
    Assistant public prosecutor Norhanum Hassan pressed for a deterrent sentence, saying that the accused has two previous convictions for possession of stolen property and theft.
    “The incident had also traumatised the child,” she said, adding that the court had to consider the public interest, seriousness of the actions and that the sexual offences against children were rampant.
    Nazran ordered the man to serve his jail term from his date of arrest on Dec 11 last year.

(Both articles were extracted from THE STAR ONLINE dated 15th May 2008)

"This is MADNESS!" (quote from the movie "300") The world is turning upside down, inside out. My plea to all lawyers of the world, please fight for a court rule to sentence capital punishment (mandatory death sentence) on those doers. Send them to hell! Mandatory death irregardless of human rights for they do not deserve a single bit from it. Protect the future generations from these scum of the earth. I put forth my full support for death sentence to them. Fear must strike upon them. Let them feel the fear and never ever challenge the laws set upon them. These"unliving creatures" should be brought to the face of justice. Let them die in pain and sorrow, for there is no remorse to take justice at hands on those pathetic unliving creatures

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

River flow of memories

By looking at Kar Kien's blog which he posted a video about S7, I'll do my part too. So let me share with you all some of the best-est memories out of the many great memories that i've went through with s7 2007. First and foremost, NO! this post would not in anyway contain any political, social, economy and other long dragy comments that are unrelated to s7 stuff. This is a full post only and only about s7 2007. It starts from the latest occasion scrolling down towards the beginning of time when we just met.


Esther's 2008 birthday celebration in Sunway Pyramid








Potluck at Warren's house














SAM Fiesta 2007






Genting trip during August mid-semester break (3D/2N)

































































Random shots of classrooms activities throughout year 2007










As you can see, most of the occasions are always accompanied by cakes. Therefore the year 2007 is a year whereby I think we all have been consuming quite a large varieties of cakes adi la.






Dining at restauran sucess (above)








Acknowledgement : Pictures are taken from various sources. I don't own them all. The last Langkawi 1st January 2008 trip (4D/3N) pictures all i don't have it so cant post it sry. Lets just hope real hard that we could have another trip end of this year when everyone is back from Australia and New Zealand. Either to James place, Miri or Sabah, well I propose Kota Kinabalu if we are going to Sabah. Then can go climb Mount Kinabalu to see sun rise and if to Sarawak, then James can bring us all to nice and cheap place to eat and lets try making it a 5D/4N trip this time ahaha!